유천이야 고마워요. 너 때문에 그 잊어버린 빛을 찾았습니다.


유천:

제가 예전에.. 아 예전이 아니구나 얼마전에
너무 힘들어서 제가 이제 전화를 해서
"준수야 나 못하겠다" 라고 한 적이 있었어요
그.. 근데 준수가 그 때 "유천아 네가 못하면 나도 못해"
그것 덕분에 힘내서 해보자- 라는 말 때문에 지금 제가 아직 있는 것 같구요.(예상..)
생일 축하한다고 하고싶어요.

Rough Trans:
Yucheon:
I, quite a while ago, ah, not really that long time ago
It was so tough there was a time that I called JunSu and said, "Junsu~ya, I can't do this."
But, but Junsu, at that moment, said, "Yucheon-ah if you can't then I can't do this too"
Thanks to those words and saying 'Let's try harder' I am able to still be here (I think this is not so clear and just a guestimate of what the listener heard)
I want to say Happy Birthday (to Junsu)

Credit: dnbn

미래는 다시 못하겠다 그렇게 생각 있으면 유천 말씀이 항상 생각하겠습니다.

And I guess this really proved how strong and important YooSu is to each other ♥

Edit:
kyaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~Jaejungie the cheerleader :DD Also finally the xmas medley ♥ And loving magnolia & michael to death 8Db It's so amazing how I can forget all the sadness for this one moment of happiness Ok but connections really bad so I will just wait for people to update :"))

It's time to revisit the old days for me.....
Lookit the amount of people at the Wembley *~*
Idk about you but it made me wana be a part of them so BAD \cries
I have so many good memories on Take That- the start of my fangirling world, the start of me writing fanfic, dreaming of attending their concerts, practising their dances, etc XD
It's scary how everything seems so long time ago and you couldn't pin point most of the things anymore
My good English level now? It's all thanks to being a Dhake Dhat fan LMAO! My obsession to speak like a true British girl at that time was just way too crazy ;p
Will never ever forget the funny faces that Howard Donald showed during concerts.
And it doesn't matter that Gary Barlow is fat or ugly but he is so talented in so many other ways!
Or how gay Mark Owen is and until now I don't understand why he has so many fangirls running after him.
And Jason Orange when he dances just ufnh! Enough said.
Oh why Robbie did you decide to break away and break our hearts?!
Oh cried I did, so much, so broken-hearted when it all ended.
But we all learned to recover our childhood (or teenagehood in this case) one way or another.
You know how I always said I have bad memories stuff but isn't it a wonder that I still can sing all Take That songs? 8Db
And I am so proud to be owner of their albums in cassette formats and their concerts in VHS!!
Surprise me by saying you actually know who I am spazzing on? :"))

Random: It's also so ironic how today I actually tweeted in the morning saying that I am scared of clowns when the theme for the concert turned out to be circus o_O Also the huge elephant that appeared on the centre stage just gyaaa~~~~ Take That may not be good singers but in all their concerts that I have watched they are marvelous entertainer and performers ♥

( Not necessary my all time fave but this does call for a Back For Good clip )

WHAT A PROUD MOMENT INDEED!! :)) *beams happily*
The dance must be one of the strange thing for the Emperor and older generation who are watching :")
And feel like singing national anthem because everyone looked tense and rigid.
It's so weird to see Atsushi like this though XD



On the other hand, oh man the cover for the new album is just O_o Even though I don't really like the extra members but I would rather have them on the cover instead like how they put them on the cover for THE GENERATION ～ふたつの唇～ single :") And happy me because kind soul sharing Monster Tour- even though dl is a pain in the ass with this shitty connection, I will be patient *~*

New release discography

kyaaa love the dance..strong I feel like watching Sorry, Sorry though and yet cute at the same time *O* It doesn't matter that it's obvious Geng is gona transform from the geek into super man 8Db Ryeowook still needs to work a lot on the mandarin but Donghae has improved a lot! Kyuhyun~~~*flails* LOL@Siwon's hair. Awesome music by Yoo Youngjin ♥ I wonder if there will be a Korean version :p *getsshot*
Super Junior M - Super Girl

Congrats to Yunho and the rest of the casts for the airing of first episode of HTTG - I really thought he did a good job on expressing his character so far ^^b I love and enjoy watching Bongkun's facial expressions so much ♥ Maybe he took lessons from chun!face 8Db Also all his big actions!



( +5 )

I must admit though if it's not because of Yunho I wouldn't have watched this drama because in a way the beginning plot and story line are just uninteresting for me -.-; Maybe I will change my mind after watching more of this. I think I fangirl more on Yoonji whenever the screen showed her LOL! Ara was ok too - I have yet to find her annoying, which is good. Oh well maybe I am in good mood so everything seems great and enjoyable.

Just quick random spazzez at wee hours again :D

>> Music Fighter Stand By U- I thought the cut was a bit weird though and they all looked like they are so dead tired ;-; I think other than the Music Fair one the other SBU performances all have this cut instead of my fave Changmin's part *sighs* But I really enjoyed watching Music Fighter on them playing language games 8Db Junsu's confidence and then his seating position with the long hat at the background and Jaejung's "Changmin" as his answer for what is scary and his overall phailure or he is just an attention whore seeker

>> The wax figures of the Toho boys from the Omotesando Premium Showcase were just plain weird *blinks* Jaejung's was the worst of the lot...his looked like aged a lot...Junsu's and Changmin's were ok although at certain POV, Min's could compete with Jae's in terms of aging. Yunho's eyes were weird and I didn't remember YuCheon's at all *facepalms*

>> Second time on Music Station! Looked better here and what was it with Su??! Fanboy Chun!face was cute 8Db

>> I lol'ed at Jaejung in 20090702 Purachike whereby Junsu offered to raise Jaejung as his cat pet 8Db And then I saw on Phoebenim's site where she drew this scene :DDD

>> Somebody tell me YuCheon is not wearing some sort of slipper and danced to Share the World in Tokudane o.O homg I just noticed it's the same with Yunho as well..I am sorry I must have sounded like retarded here but seriously haven't been catching up on any of their performances lately >_<

>> Interview in Aug Pati Pati mag: Yunho wants 3 kids with 2 boys and the youngest a girl. Jaejung wants 3 kids with 2 gals and the youngest a boy. At first Jaejung said he wants a lot of kids. Isnt't this what Yunho wants initially? XD

>> ORONAMIN C Drink CF 30 Sec - cute alright but other than that I have nothing else to say ;p The press conference reported by Yajipura News however...Jaejung was asked what he wanted to do on July 7 Festival of Weaver (some sort of lover's day in Japan?) and he wanted to date with his lover although he doesnt have one *ehem* and that his ideal lover should be energetic and lively *coughyunhocough*

>> Solos at TSC, TD: Funny, I actually thought Yunho's Checkmate (Japanese version) is not as gay as the Korean one although I must say that the Korean version definitely has more feel and power than the Japanese version. And my brain kept churning out the Korean lyrics as he sang the Japanese version xD I really am in love with soulmate's Color- Melody and Harmony ♥ It's just way too pretty for a collaboration, what an awesome team of composers *o* I also seriously believe that Jaejung dressed down to Chun!face's level for this peformance ;p I have headache just watching the front part fancam for Changmin's Wild Soul D: Need better quality version before I can appreciate it. And I think I missed Junsu's?? Only remember seeing a faraway fancam of Xiahtic. Oh, did both Yunho and Junsu wrote the Japanese lyrics for their solos?

>> Not really on THSK activities but in response to those who commented on stalker fancams of Jaejung in Korea: Actually I really don't get fans who commented that stalkerish fancams are scary, why couldn't the fans leave Jaejung alone, oh and what really pissed me off was the comparison between Korean fans and Japanese fans when it comes to stalking the boys etc. You people shouldn't even be watching them in the first place. If you don't watch how do you know how creepish/scary these fancams are?! >:\ These fancams are taken and shared for those who want to watch them. If you are not comfortable then stay away, why bother watching and then gave silly comments like that? o.O I see no point, no point at all ;-;

Ohgosh took me like forever to finish backtracking even when most of the comms for the boys seem dead somehow in comparison to the old days ;-; And when I wake up there will be more catch up on miroticon beijing *headdesk* Catch up on flist is next!

Here you go...oh man so tired. The whole day posting all these entries and at the same time trying to back track and to catch up on Toho's TD stuff ;-; Please take note fancams may not be in good quality at all especially those taken using phone ^^* And I just realised I haven't upload and share the fancams from SMTown BKK XD

Life as a fangirl shall go back to normal after tonight. CONGRATS to Tohoshinki for what you have achieved so far and let's toast to more to come! I will make it a next year to-do list for a Toho concert! :DDv The blue light project was so pretty and the report on the 3 achievement thingy just made my heart swelled proudly *O* Toho! Toho! Toho! Fighto! DVD here I come~~~~~~~~~~

( 20090627 & 28 Miroticon Commentaries )

HOMG I waited the for the TOPIK page to load like since 6pm today and at 9pm I finally have the page loaded to check for my result and.....I get the result that I want *woohoo* I cried coz I am so emo My hands are shaking......I AM SO HAPPY ♥

This means no repeating those listening tests! YOSH! In fact looking at the marks breakdown...they totally matched with what I thought of where I am standing with my skill in Korean language ^^* For those who would like to know, 문법 = grammar / 쓰기 = writing / 듣기 = listening / 읽기 = reading

Thank you to those on the flist who helped me whenever I have stupid questions. Big thanks to Ann who is having fun now I am sure and I love her so much!!




For once the spazz is not over fandom *getsshot* Although with my obsession on this language it can actually be categorised as a fandom for me ;p

( +3 )

>> On the other hand, homg, I am so tired all my brain can comprehend is S.L.E.E.P. :X

>> Officially my phone is dead somehow..like the img is fuzzy and the light is not blinking...idk...I will leave the fixing to my sis/bro. They asked me what I put in it recently and I told them nothing really except some YJ smutty stuff that I quickly deleted when my brother started browsing through but I think he saw them LMAO! - I just changed the wallpaper and set Changmin's SBU part as my morning alarm.

>> Yesterday's sudden Father's Day (cum Mother's Day) celebration was urgh and drained me further o.O We are just not the family gathering type ._.

>> Thanks Meli for everything! ♥ Let me do some of the Korean ones first then I will bother you for the Japanese DIY ^^*

>> 그리고 지난 6월 10일에 윤재의 결혼 발표 행복합니다! ♥
( The announcement 8Db )

( Shim ChangMin feat. his hyung deul ;DD )
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Finally Song For You in Korean! After all the endless waiting! \cries I was even up since I couldn't sleep but then went to bed at 7am to avoid nagging from mom XD 우리들이서 함께라면 Dreams Come True! (윤재) 나의 사랑 나의 모든걸 ♥

Incoherent speech for The Way U Are (Rock version) O: I remembered only the beginning snippet of this audio after the end of Mirotic and wanted to listen/watch more and now to watch the whole thing just made me go keysmashing! 8Db HOMG I am so excited to wave my hand at "Somebody To Love" and jump to "Crazy Love" 2 more times. 한번도! 윤재!!!!

Hug (Rock version) *keysmashing* :DDDDDD And ouch YuCheon's voice ;p Ahahaha no Yunho's phail during Wrong Number? actually I can't remember on which date he failed ;p Balloons is just sweet and the intro to it was really cute!

ok back to work *headdesk*

These just made my tiring day! ;DDb






Edit: I somehow missed this I think and I have been waiting for a yunjae vid with this song ^^*

*keysmashes* I forgot that I am still on their mailing list after so long D:
And I just told Chantelle about them like idk last week? *facepalms* And when I was unpacking all my books after moving to this new place for one year I finally did it last week, I still have my copy of Tales From Beneath Your Mom ^^*

Summer tour! It's just USD20!
You gotta be kidding me...
WEEZER! <- HOMG it's Weezer! *shakesfist*
FALL OUT BOY!

Additional Support Acts On Different Dates:
Panic At The Disco, The All-American Rejects, Taking Back Sunday, Asher Roth and Chester French

Wana go \cries

Need.to.dig.old.CDs.to.blast.them.loud. *nods*




Blink-182 is one of the bands to be featured in a documentary about modern punk music. The film, entitled One Nine Nine Four, is due to be released in 2009. Professional skateboarder Tony Hawk will narrate the film, which will also feature other punk acts such as Rancid, Bad Religion, Green Day, NOFX, and The Offspring. WOO~~~~~~~~~

I don't know! I don't know! I have no words for this new MV and song!
Homg them and their 6secs fame each 8Db I mean did you see how many times Hankyung appeared? And Shindong up close singing? And just that 1-2secs of Kibum's smile erased totally the heartache of not seeing him in 3jib promo :)
So strikingly good looking are Siwon, Kyuhyun, Yehsung and Donghae and I don't say this often so they are so lucky ;p Even Kangin is looking mighty fine here. Sungmin with his softly flippish hair and funny looking pants ♥ Heenim's attention seeking solo.
So I guess Ryeowook, Eeteuk and Hyukjae are just less noticeable for me LMAO!
Heart.dance.killed.my.heart.so.much \sobs It's bad enough that the whole day my heart has been failing me *headdesk*
It doesn't matter I waited like forever for this YT vid to load, it was all worth it..
If I can do magic I will wave my wand and bring out the rainbow and do the sparkling thingy...
I skipped to work with this song and now from tomorrow onwards the MV is skipping with me :D
I can't wait for the comeback on 17th! ♥



Edited on 20090515:
Drama version MV. I see Sungmin more! ♥ At least we get the part where Ryeowook threw/smashed the flowers ;p I hope there is a dance version only LOL!

What else can Music Man not do?

+ sing. checked. I reli like the way he sang rock songs and the different music arrangements for this concert just whooped your ass 8Db
+ dance. checked. even though this isn't and never will be what we will ever get to watch in my country >.>
+ play all sorts of musical instruments. checked. Last night there was no erhu though \cries but his awesome live band made it up for me, homg I will never forget James who plays the guitar and Eric who plays the drums ♥
+ humourous. checked.
+ good looks. checked. And he did try to bear his bods using his expensive exclusive made guitar to cover the lower front part ;D

>> I think I die everytime he speaks in English because I just lub his English xD
>> The main stage huge screens are just grand and this other company should consider learning from Leehom's ;p Though the huge screens in the stadium are not my liking.
>> Another thing this other company should learn is the creativity and brilliant animations and visual effects for this Music Man concert- I especially like the displays during the various super heroes introductions and I was practically drooling at the blue sky display with the mystic illumination lightings.
>> The merchs are quite ok and I would have bought the postcards or the phone straps for collections but the queues were sooo long even after the concert has ended DD: You can buy a MusicMan figurine for RM500+ O:

Totally irrelevant to Leehom but at one point during the intro part it was mentioned that Leehom is "god from the east" (in Chinese Mandarin) and I was like LOL...there is only one Gods from the East that I know of *winks*

*switches to fangirl mode*

>> afahfjhkjkdbnh! I want that bacpack for my trip too Wannie!!! ♥ And the pics you have taken are so preeettiiie my eyes blinded *blinks* Fastpack 350 Last I check I don't own a DSLR...LMAO? XD

>> aDhfjkfkjdfglal! I will get that Jae!shoyokouto damnit! Double the original price~~~~~~ O____o;;

>> fajfhkghkertgk! Give me my yunjae in mp4! Why in FS that takes 1day to dl with this stupid connection of mine? *cries*

*switches mode to normal level*

>> I think I understand why she has this huge outburst today at work. She just wants to teach. Her happiness lies on teaching. She is not interested in management stuff. She does not care about getting promoted or at least what I think so because she is already at her old age already. Why is she being forced to take over the managing part? The business part? She should just need to care about whether her students understand what have been taught, the whole quality and quantity of her teaching..not on some crappy FABS system that she will never be able to figure out at her age now D: Teaching should be a fun job because it is only then you are able to relay the best information to your students and then the cycle continues from there onwards ;~; LIFE IS NEVER EASY~~~~~~~~

>> So in this 2 weeks' time, 2 of my mom's acquaintances were admitted to the hospital when they both collapsed (at different occasions) respectively. One survived the collapsed (after going through countless surgeries on her brain and then woke up with stroke and refused to accept she is in such condition and would rather die; the husband is so very loving) while another has moved on to another world, I believe most probably to join God in Heaven. I don't know these two people but just on what my mom has been updating me. The latter who passed away is merely 30++ and is the sole breadwinner of her family. She is adored by everyone who knows her. She is someone who never finish high school but before the collapse, is one who is earning more than RM10K (USD2800) a month. She self-taught on so many things although she failed to learn driving but who needs a driver when you have a personal driver? :'D She works in that one company over seeing the changes of that company from a mere one to a big organization. Her current boss hired buses to transfer staff to visit her at the hospital. Everyone wants to visit her. She donates to charity all the time. She is just she, an angel of her own to her own family members and to those whose life she has touched within such short period. She can rest now.

Idk whether it's only for today or what but the high speed internet is back *whimpers* Oh how I miss page that loads in just a blink of an eye *blinks* Welcome back to me!! *clapshands* I would like to apologise to those on my flist who have been annoyed with my ranting on the internet part LMAO! *gives out yunjae cookies*

Lately there must be some upper power trying to tell me something. Lyne said she has been sending me mails but I NEVER received any mails from her. When I sent her mails, she received them though. And it's not only on hotmail but gmail as well D: Then I signed in to amazon the other day and was recommended this book: Grow your own drugs. Enuff said! :'D for someone who lives in a country where drugs is not to be kid with D: I also really want to rant on this neighbour of mine who I know IS taking drugs like Idk everyday and then play those headbanging music very loud *shakesfist* I can continue to list out some of the weird stuff that keep happening in my life at the moment but *shrugs*

I WANT TO BUY IT! I WANT TO BUY THAT SHOYOKOTO speaking bottle that JaeJung carries around. I want one with JaeJung's voice on it ;~; ANYBODY IN JAPAN BUY ME ONE!!!!!! It's only 788yen (RM30)~~~~~

Suju's comeback performances on KBS and then MBC. Not as I expected but Sorry, Sorry's "Dandandan" part would be interesting if they continue to put various touches to it ;D The MV for Sorry, Sorry could have been so much better with such great song *sighs* Anyway, HanGeng was the only one who looked the gangsta style and SiWon looks more and more Chinese? :'D Bi!HyukJae you just LMAO! 8Db Gah~~~~ RESET live at Sukira ♥ The vid I was watching wasn't in-sync with the audio *cries* I need to find and dl this!!!! Uhm does this means we will be seeing this as live perf soon since there seems to be a certain moves to the song by SungMin :'D And KyuHyun with SiWon LOL! So they haven't memorised the lyrics????? *getsshot* 아저씨!Heenim ROFL! "희철 형 밤 먹었어요?" "뮤티즌 지금은 몇개 줬어요?" ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 그리고 기범이 힘내~~

Se7en. I watched it.

I was lazy yesterday and didn't use my umbrella. I think I am sick today even though I quickly popped some pills before going to sleep. Can I not go work tomorrow? *sighs*

Edit:
*keysmashes* SeoTaiJi. Click this!Click this! MissingTaiji WAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! O__________O;; I feel so stupid. I am so lazy to find stuff on yesterday's concert >.> And these are so nice too~~

I just want to post something that should have been up this morning but even wifi has started its war against me so yea ;~;
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JULIET is COMA in the BERMUDA with SEOTAIJI! =)
Such an awesome start for today!
And yesterday I was so yunjafied I couldn't function properly xD To think I have been down like what seems forever, I almost gave up..윤재야 언니를 용서해~
MookyulEwon~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~♥ Everything is a bit confused now but homaigah the cute faces they both made throughout just kill me everytime ;'D
I haven't memorised even one new word for today's Hangul test LMAO! :\
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>> My itouchreminder just sang to me that SUJU 3jib is out today ♥

>> I should speak to Meli more. 멜리 씨한테 자주 이야기를 해야할 거예요 ♥

>> 지금은 윤재가 어디에 있어요? 나고야?

>>We revised on 로 today and most probably I shouldn't use it like this but while in class I just have to write: 윤호가 재중이 왼쪽으로 갑니다. Now that I think of it, I probably should add: 언제나 재중이 엪에 있어요. 근냥 항상 믿어요.

>> Talking about class, major phail! LOL! Both me and Meli thought/understood as in the teacher wanted us to write 높임말 but turned out it was 반대말! *getsshot*

>> Se7en. I haven't catch up yet *cries* Maybe tomorrow~~ Now sleep. I swear...after I do minor revision >_

재중아 너 진찌 최고예요!

세상을 너무나 모른다고
그대는 나에게 얘기하지
조금은 걱정된 눈빛으로
조금은 미안한 마음으로
그래 아마 난 세상을 모르나봐
혼자 그렇게 먼 길을 떠났나봐 o~
하지만 꿈은 높지...
울며웃던 모든 꿈..
그것 만이 내 세상~
♥

Trust you to bring out the old big gun on ballad *cries* 1985 *isdead*