You are here because you want to get to know me right? :Db I have nothing much to say actually and I probably ended up rambling x3 And you cannot go wrong with the interests listed on my profile page xD If you are into those then we are definitely connected [Updated: 20091109]

( It's all about me or not... )

I used to spam my flist a lot but overall this have been reduced by lots and sometimes to none on certain days so if you still wana remain on my flist I am more than happy to welcome you ♥

After this entry and you decided to still enter my word, then after we have added each other, you might wana consider taking a peek at this another f-locked entry about my current aim as this would help you to better understand where I am standing at the moment ^^*

Jogged this morning. Was just saying out loud, "Oh skin breath, breath the fresh air as much as you can!" Then my mom commented, "What's the point anyway? Whatever you intake into your body is not being absorbed at all and leak back out".

"..........."

OOKkkaaaay.......

And just being a bit emo this morning, I blame it on listening to my Yoonjae playlist T_T

너 하나만(너 하나만)
너 하나만 나의 세상에 같이 살아준다면
인생의 가장 거친 파도가 두렵지 않겠지

If only you (If only you)
If only you live together with me in my world
Even life's greatest turbulence I will not fear for it

Posting here to keep things organized x"D

If anyone of you are interested, my travel blog on the recent trip to South Korea can be found on tumblr. This is just my travel blog and nothing else ^^; It's a blog that I am sharing with RL friends who some of them have no idea on Kpop stuff so some fangirling stuff are ommitted (the fangirling stuff are in this LJ entry posted earlier) LOL! I might have gotten some of the things wrong for I haven't proof read, etc but for now I am just going to leave it like that because I want to organise my soul provider aka my music instead ;DD Oh and scroll to the bottom to start. (ETA: Fixed it! ^^b) Also if you click on the pic, it will link you to more pics on my PB :D

같이 가자! (Let's Go Together!)

I have my ipod on shuffle and of all song it decided to play this, thank you chun!face ♥

Play On by Carrie Underwood

What you're gonna do when the show is over
What you're gonna sing when the song ends
How you're gonna cope when there is no closure
Where you're gonna reach when the goal gets higher
How you're gonna make it through
When you think you lost the chance

Play on
When you're losing the game
Play on
'Cause you're gonna make mistakes
It's always worth to sacrifice
Even when you think you're wrong
So play on
Play on

Even when the flood gates swing wide open
Never let the currents sink you down, no
Even when you're not sure where you're going
Swimming through the mess and you can't get out
Just going through the motions, and trying not to drown

Even though it's the storm on the darkest night
Don't you ever give up the fight
Even when you feel you're all alone
Play on
Play on

Credit: elyricsworld

Homg, spent the whole day yest backing up everything coz lappie is going to see doctor today and not sure whether it will surivive whatever major/minor surgeries the doctor going to pescribe. I still couldn't believe that I spent RM350 on laptop battery only to find out it's not the battery that is dying. Can somebody give me back the money? \cries And to fix the motherboard from DELL it's going to cost RM950++
It's byebye for now people...unless I managed to steal my sister or my brother's lappies :DDD;
What am I going to do without my lappie? I feel like someone took out my brain from my skull or something.....
And it doesn't help that I have been so emo-ing on so many random things lately *plugs YJ playlist*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CONNIE!!

I think more than anything else I wish for you to be happy always. This is one of the biggest turning point in your life, I am so proud to be sharing this moment with you. ILUSSM! ♥

Happy Birthday Xiah Junsu!

Was thinking what I wanted to post for this entry dedicated to you.
Went and watched some clips and realised in most of them, it's always you who has the big heart in enduring everything that the rest of the members inflicted upon you ;D
I hope you continue to have this big innocent heart to touch everyone around you with your warm sincere smile all the time ♥
And have great fun as Xiahzart~ ^^9
I really like and enjoy this short clip so please watch for the fun of it ;p

유천이야 고마워요. 너 때문에 그 잊어버린 빛을 찾았습니다.


유천:

제가 예전에.. 아 예전이 아니구나 얼마전에
너무 힘들어서 제가 이제 전화를 해서
"준수야 나 못하겠다" 라고 한 적이 있었어요
그.. 근데 준수가 그 때 "유천아 네가 못하면 나도 못해"
그것 덕분에 힘내서 해보자- 라는 말 때문에 지금 제가 아직 있는 것 같구요.(예상..)
생일 축하한다고 하고싶어요.

Rough Trans:
Yucheon:
I, quite a while ago, ah, not really that long time ago
It was so tough there was a time that I called JunSu and said, "Junsu~ya, I can't do this."
But, but Junsu, at that moment, said, "Yucheon-ah if you can't then I can't do this too"
Thanks to those words and saying 'Let's try harder' I am able to still be here (I think this is not so clear and just a guestimate of what the listener heard)
I want to say Happy Birthday (to Junsu)

Credit: dnbn

미래는 다시 못하겠다 그렇게 생각 있으면 유천 말씀이 항상 생각하겠습니다.

And I guess this really proved how strong and important YooSu is to each other ♥

Edit:
kyaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~Jaejungie the cheerleader :DD Also finally the xmas medley ♥ And loving magnolia & michael to death 8Db It's so amazing how I can forget all the sadness for this one moment of happiness Ok but connections really bad so I will just wait for people to update :"))

I woke up from a vivid dream with a pounding headache this morning. It was so real I could almost taste the wind blowing in the air. I don't dream often and whenever I do it's because that something keeps "haunting" me.

( This is how badly I am affected at the moment...I think )

A/N: Perhaps not suitable for weak-hearted ones because I sense extreme amount of angst in me at the moment. And I just want to say I understand and I support but this is a momentary slip up that must be recorded because I have multiple personalities that demand my attention all the time. Or maybe because SMILE AGAIN is today.............Oh the silliness of the fangirl in me.

On a lighter note, I don't know why I bother but I am watching handmade_gifts because the header has a cute elephant on it. I am a hopeless case I know ;;

Colorblind by Counting Crows

I am color...blind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am
taffy stuck, tongue tied
Stuttered shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am...fine
I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding
I am
colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am...fine
I am.... fine
I am fine
Credit: lyrics007

난 내일 아마 괜찬을 겁니다. 하지만 오늘 밤에 슬프고 싶습니다. 마음이 너무 앞아서 이 사랑하고 믿음을 이 시간만 다 버리고 싶습니다. 이젠 끝만 하고 싶습니다. 못 햅니다. 지금만 생각하고 있으니까 용서해 주 싶시오 ㅠ-ㅠ

I am the type who don't like to waste time and have no patience over dilidali work attitude/customer service. Thus, I have specifically called the bank twice to confirm on the things they required for this so-called new service they are offering on foreign remittance.

Today I went from one bank to another because;
1. One bank claimed they couldn't do it (later I found from the next bank that they were just plain lazy to calculate the conversion)
2. The next bank said I need the beneficiary's name in Chinese characters O:

I am like showing, "WTF, you kidding me" look to them. Whatever happened to what you have told me yesterday when I called uh TWICE?! Adding to the fact that I understd zero percent on Chinese writings fueled my anger further >:X So I have to come home to take pic of the characters and then go back to the bank- which I am so not gonna do, at least not today because I am so extremely UPSET at this stupid system we Malaysians have to face everytime we want to have something to do with our local banks and their incompetent staff who always seem to not know what is happening with their jobs!!!! *shakesfist* I mean when I called them yesterday on this new service I saw from their online site, they were all clueless on it ;; And what made me even more pissed off was all of them kept saying, "Would you like to transfer in USD then? It's EASIER." I was on the verge of swearing to them because hello I can transfer in USD by myself online without your help ok?! It's because I don't want in USD that I am standing in front of you to do over counter transaction you dumb ass! And you are not hired to do EASY job!!!! *shakesfist*

RRRRRRRAAAAAAAGGGGGGGEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You see that mood icon of mine up there?! That's what I wana do to all the bank staff and NOT IN THE PLAYFUL KIND OF WAY! T_______________T

Seriously I transferred money all the time and the inefficient banking system we have in our country still continue to mind-boggle me all the time.

I need some fluff YJ fic to revert back to my stable equilibrium ._.

And I want to rant on the stupid internet too but I am just too tired now after all this rage *headdesk*

WorldAIDSDay
Remember to put a red ribbon today ^^v



In general, you just need to know;
+ The stats that speak volume


+ The issues in hands


And since I am from Asia, highlighting some points, I am very concern on these reported key regional dynamics;
+ Although Asia’s epidemic has long been concentrated in specific populations, namely sex workers and their clients, men who have sex with men and injecting drug users, it is steadily expanding into lower-risk populations through transmission to the sexual partners of those most at risk.

+ In China, where transmission was mainly driven by injecting drug use, heterosexual transmission has now become the main mode of HIV transmission. <- Where does the role of safe sex edu comes in?! D: Transmission through this is going to be much worse than IDU!

+ In many Asian countries, sex workers are at an extremely high risk of HIV infection. In Myanmar, more than 18% of female sex workers are infected with HIV. In China, 60% of female sex workers do not consistently use condoms with their clients. <- And to add matter worse, most of these sex workers know nothing on treatment and safety precaution measures T_T

+ Male sex workers are also at high risk of infection. In Indonesia, HIV prevalence is nearly three times higher among male sex workers (20.3%) than among female sex workers (7.1%). <- The upcoming trend OO:

+ More than 4.5 million Asians inject drugs. With an estimated 2.4 million drug injectors, China is estimated to have the world’s largest population of injecting drug users. In the Islamic Republic of Iran there are an estimated 70 000 to 300 000 injecting drug users, while in Pakistan the number ranges from 54 000 to 870 000.

+ Several countries have taken steps to introduce programmes to prevent new infections among injecting drug users. Indonesia revised its national AIDS strategy in 2007 to include harm reduction and a new ruling was issued by the judicial court, prioritizing drug rehabilitation over imprisonment of drug users. Harm reduction programmes have also been implemented in China and India. <- If only our country is willing to learn from the Indonesian govt on the HRP but to change the law/jurisdiction is certainly not an overnight dream >.>

+ Men who have sex with men in Asia face nearly one in five odds of being infected with HIV. High levels of HIV among men who have sex with men have been reported in Myanmar (29.3%), Bangkok (30.7%), Chongqing, China (12.5%), southern India (between 7.6% and 18.1%) and Indonesia (5.2%).

If you are interested to understand more on the current situation, please visit UNAIDS website. You don't need to be a genius to comprehend the report and perhaps you will even feel enlightened by it ;)) Thank you for your time and concern on the world we living in ;p I am disappointed that some stats have not been updated D:

It's time to revisit the old days for me.....
Lookit the amount of people at the Wembley *~*
Idk about you but it made me wana be a part of them so BAD \cries
I have so many good memories on Take That- the start of my fangirling world, the start of me writing fanfic, dreaming of attending their concerts, practising their dances, etc XD
It's scary how everything seems so long time ago and you couldn't pin point most of the things anymore
My good English level now? It's all thanks to being a Dhake Dhat fan LMAO! My obsession to speak like a true British girl at that time was just way too crazy ;p
Will never ever forget the funny faces that Howard Donald showed during concerts.
And it doesn't matter that Gary Barlow is fat or ugly but he is so talented in so many other ways!
Or how gay Mark Owen is and until now I don't understand why he has so many fangirls running after him.
And Jason Orange when he dances just ufnh! Enough said.
Oh why Robbie did you decide to break away and break our hearts?!
Oh cried I did, so much, so broken-hearted when it all ended.
But we all learned to recover our childhood (or teenagehood in this case) one way or another.
You know how I always said I have bad memories stuff but isn't it a wonder that I still can sing all Take That songs? 8Db
And I am so proud to be owner of their albums in cassette formats and their concerts in VHS!!
Surprise me by saying you actually know who I am spazzing on? :"))

Random: It's also so ironic how today I actually tweeted in the morning saying that I am scared of clowns when the theme for the concert turned out to be circus o_O Also the huge elephant that appeared on the centre stage just gyaaa~~~~ Take That may not be good singers but in all their concerts that I have watched they are marvelous entertainer and performers ♥

( Not necessary my all time fave but this does call for a Back For Good clip )

WHAT A PROUD MOMENT INDEED!! :)) *beams happily*
The dance must be one of the strange thing for the Emperor and older generation who are watching :")
And feel like singing national anthem because everyone looked tense and rigid.
It's so weird to see Atsushi like this though XD



On the other hand, oh man the cover for the new album is just O_o Even though I don't really like the extra members but I would rather have them on the cover instead like how they put them on the cover for THE GENERATION ～ふたつの唇～ single :") And happy me because kind soul sharing Monster Tour- even though dl is a pain in the ass with this shitty connection, I will be patient *~*

New release discography

This morning the miroticon has been cancelled.
Whoa is it because of the no response so the concert has been cancelled?! O:
This is getting uglier :\

Edit: Official words rom Piao

근냥 믿으면 나의 노래를 찾을 수 있을 거야!

And because I have always been inspired by songs from Jimmy Eat World's Bleed American, here take a sip on ( A Praise Chorus )